The hard truth first:
If you haven't figured it out yet then let me spell it out: you are now living in a world that is controlled by the most twisted people that ever walked the earth. It is their intention to humiliate, corrupt, soil, rob, rape, infect, poison, maim, dismember, torture, exterminate and then violate your filthy corpse before they eat it.
Here is the really twisted part:
They have your blessing and your permission to do so and you ignorantly offer yourself to them willingly.
The law is on their side and they will act with impunity. No man on earth can stop them. There exists only one way to avert your horrible fate. If you think it is Jesus Christ then you are confused. You can find the answers on this site but you must follow directions.
If you are not prepared to do that then: Save yourself some time and don't waste it here. If you are prepared to unlearn the nonsense that has been stuffed in your head then continue.
Just remember this:
Leave or stay, the world is a completely logical and fair place and we all deserve what is surely coming to us.
"I delight in the pain and suffering of others", if you do not know why that is one of the most compassionate statements a human being can make then you don't know much about this universe.